不哭了 (No More Tears)

by By2

聽著聽著又哭了朋友口中聽說你和她的
ting zhe ting zhe you ku le peng you kou zhong ting shuo ni he ta de
I cried again as I listened to friends talking about you and her

窗外天空失眠了 星星還孤單的閃著
chuang wai tian kong shi mian le xing xing hai gu dan de shan zhe
The sky outside is sleepless, with stars shining in loneliness

原來我最執著的竟是你從來都不在乎的
yuan lai wo zui zhi zhuo de jing shi ni cong lai dou bu zai hu de
I was the only one who persisted while you never cared

放開手天突然亮了
fang kai shou tian tu ran liang le
The sky suddenly brightens when I let go

不哭了 不哭了
bu ku le bu ku le
No more tears, no more tears

現在我一個人不哭了
xian zai wo yi ge ren bu ku le
I’m now alone but I won’t cry any more

看著你最愛看的電影哼著你的歌
kan zhe ni zui ai kan de dian ying heng zhe ni de ge
Watching your favourite movie, humming your song

不苦了 不苦了
bu ku le bu ku le
No more bitterness, no more bitterness

何必為不值得而哭呢
he bi wei bu zhi de er ku ne
Why shed tears over someone who’s not worth it

謝謝你 讓我明白失去你 才會快樂
xie xie ni rang wo ming bai shi qu ni cai hui kuai le
Thank you for letting me understand I can only be happy after losing you

*bridge
哭過的人才會懂愛沒有滿分
ku guo de ren cai hui dong ai mei you man fen
Those who cried will know there’s no perfect love

微笑的人總會有幸福的可能
wei xiao de ren zong hui you xing fu de ke neng
Those who smile will have a chance at happiness

"Let the words of my mouth and 

the meditation of my heart 

be acceptable in Your sight, O Lord, 

my strength and my Redeemer."

Psalms 19:14

Keep Calm, God is in Control

6.30am

Alarm rings.

Close the alarm and snooze for 2 minutes.

Woke up and told myself

Today is the day!

Yes.
Today is the day..

The long-awaited dental appointment after the day I put on my braces.

In delight and excitement, I wash up and prepare myself to go to the clinic.

Tik tok...

Tik tok...

7.40am

Received a sms from Q.

Q is the person I always rent car from.
Nervous...I thought he has reach my place..

I've booked his car, rent from 8am to 11am.

Read his sms which sounds like this:

"Li kar, i'm so sorry..my car have a problem.it can't start.."

WHAT??!

HOW TO FIND A CAR REPLACEMENT NOW?

I'm supposed to depart from hostel at 8am.

Sms-ed two friends who own a car.
No reply.
Called.
No one pick up the call too.

I quickly turn on my lappy and browse through the car renting FB page to see any car is still available for rent this morning.

Oh God, please help me!

I called several car owner but unfortunately their cars are all fully booked since the convocation ceremony starts today.

Frustrated.

I started to get angry with Q.

I sms-ed him
"What is the problem?"

"Maybe the starter.." he replied.

I doubt that.

Yesterday midnight, he asked me whether he can send me the car later than 8am.

I told him that I have appointment at 9am, giving him a hint that he cant send me his car later than 8am.

He understood and told me he will send the car on time this morning.

Liar!

I'm angry.
If he told me honestly that he can't rent the car to me last night, I would have more time to find a replacement.

What if he is not lying?

What if he really can't starts his car?

Cool, cool, Li Kar...

Convincing myself not to blame Q.

8.10am

Still browsing through the FB page, make a few calls and the result is still negative.
sigh..

Please help me, O God.

I was so worried that I nearly cry.

I do not want to postpone the appointment.
I've waited today for 6 weeks, sigh..

Suddenly C came to my mind!
C is the first person I contacted for car renting when I first moved into the main campus.

I rent his car once four months ago and never contact him again since then.

Search for his contact number in my contact list.

Argh!

I did not save his number back then.

Continue to browse through the FB page, hoping to see the advertisement that he posted there.

Yes!
Found it!

Called him and the result was positive~

The good news was his car is available for the whole morning.
THANKS GOD!!!

THANK YOU SO MUCH, O LORD!

C immediately send me his car

and I was able to reach the dental clinic 5 minutes before 9am.

God step in and lend me a hand just in time!

Halleluyah~!

What I learned today is

do not worry, God will help, He will provide.

Keep Calm because God is in Control.

"Humble yourselves, therefore, under God’s mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you."

1 Peter 5:6-7

The Tongue

"...Consider what a great forest is set on fire by a small spark.

The tongue also is a fire, a world of evil among the parts of the body. It corrupts the whole person, sets the whole course of his life on fire, and is itself set on fire by hell.

All kinds of animals, birds, reptiles and creatures of the sea are being tamed and have been tamed by man, 

but no man can tame the tongue. It is a restless evil, full of deadly poison.

With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse men, who have been made in God's likeness.

Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers, this should not be.

Can both fresh water and salt water flow from the same spring?

My brothers, can a fig tree bear olives, or a grapevine bear figs? Neither can a salt spring produce fresh water."

James 3:5-12

The tongue is sharper than a two-edged sword. It reveals who we are on the inside.

There's this Malay saying;

"Kerana pulut santan binasa, Kerana mulut badan binasa."

The tongue is a great destroyer. However, if we use it wisely, it can bring about positive power in life.
The bible says,

"The tongue that brings healing is a tree of life..."

Proverbs 15:4

Let not our tongue brings Death, but speak only words that are edifying.

"Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen."

Ephesians 4:29

"As the body without the spirit is dead, so faith without deeds is dead."

James 2:26

Coming home~

Posting has finally ended.

Holiday has just started.


It means...

I'm going back home real soon!

HOORAY~~!!!

Casting Crowns - Who Am I

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You're 

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

=(

Just knew that it's my eldest bro's house warming just now.

They're doing BBQ

which is the first time in my family...

and

they're doing this

WITHOUT ME
T_T

I missed the fun...

Sadddddddd

I want to go back home =(

So Dear

Have you ever...
Get angry with someone
but the minute you see them,
you actually forgotten that you're angry with them...
Or
seeing them in person just make you
cant bear getting angry with them?

This is a sign that this person is someone very dear to you!

Have you ever...
Get frustrated waiting for a friend's reply,
been so worried that you just cant do anything right?
Keep on checking your phone/refresh Facebook page

and

Cant even concentrate playing your favourite game?

This is a sign that this person is someone very dear to you!

Have you ever...

Mood swing like the see-saw,
You're up and then suddenly you're down
because of this one particular person?

You're sad because he/she is sad,
And you're happy because he/she is happy?

This is a sign that this person is someone very dear to you!

Have you ever
Tell this person
that he/she is so dear to you?

Crybaby

ughhh =S

Seems like everything went wrong recently.

Mood swing 99 ><"

One issue settled,
another issue arise the next minute.

I cried today :(

I might not be able to go back home
after my district posting.
This is because I missed the period to apply the student pass
for monthssssssssssss...
and I can only apply that after the orientation of the new batch of Year 1 student...
which means end of this year
(can only get the student pass on January next year).

Without the student pass stick on my DPT,
I will be detained by the immigration officer in the airport.


I want to go back home!
T_T

Roti Kahwin

Anyone of u familiar with Roti Kahwin?

I went to renew my driving license yesterday at Satok.

Yum Cha at De Tamu Cafe later

with my fren
and he ordered this Roti Kahwin.

My first reaction is
"Huh?!
Roti Kahwin?
Apa tu??" o.0

Hearing the question that I ask,
the waitress cant bear not to laugh =.="

I was thinking
what is this thing called the "Marriage Bread" o??
I thought it will be like roti canai with weird weird shape or ingredient.

Well,
Roti Kahwin

is actually a slices of toasted bread sandwiching butter and kaya.

Lol!!

I asked my fren
"Lepas makan roti kahwin ni kena kahwin ka?"

and
he gave me a -.-" face.

=P

Josh Groban - You Are Loved (Don't Give Up)

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When your heart's heavy
I...I will lift it for you

Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I...I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you're lost inside
I...I will be there to find you

Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I...I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

You are loved
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
Don't give up
Every one needs to be heard
You are loved

~Mama~

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

^-^


Called my mum to wish her
has a hapi Mother's Day.

I plan my dialog...
Planned to tell her "我爱你"

but...

I'm too shy to utter this powerful-3-words ><"


Though she do not hear me,
I hope she can feel it.
hee~

Light-hearted

Finally the Indoor Games Competition is done!

I feel so relieved now :D

Just like...
I finally put down the rock that I hold in my hand for so long.
The muscles of my arms and shoulders
that were strained for 1 and a half months
finally back to its relax state.


I was so stressed.
With no experience of participating in any indoor games competition before,
With no knowledge of the rules and regulations of those games,
I become the organizer of the faculty's Indoor Games Competition 2012.

A millions of thanks to the program advisor,
my assistant and all my committee members
who were willing to spend their precious time
to help me in organizing this competition.
Not to forget to thanks the one who suggest me to organize this program too~
*^-^*

属于我的彩虹

最近我一直在想；

如果我能够活在我自己的世界里，

也许我能够看见彩虹。

但，

在复活节那一天，

怹让我知道

无论我在那里

怹都会让我能够遇见彩虹。

谢谢你，

主耶稣 ♡

-No-more-11-

It's the last Friday of the year 2011 today :D

Have you done what you planned to do in 2011?




While studying for Fundamental Of Nursing just now,
suddenly there's this urge to write a review on 2011.


Wait~
Tahan dulu, Lim Li Kar!


Will need to spend a lot of time on that post
so
I better stick to my original plan.

Study for final first ><"


*grumbling*
Start my new year with exams...zzzz""


So...
guess I'll have to
leave it until 13th January 2012.

Dear 2011,
tata~

雨下一整天

It's my first Christmas here in Kuching, Sarawak.

First time ever in my life
that I encounter such heavy downpour on Dec 25.

The rain started at about 12.30am
on Christmas day.

It's 10.45pm already
and the rain continues like
it's been 10 years of drought =.=


. . .


Yesterday was my boring-est Christmas Eve ever!

Planned to go for Japanese buffet and movie initially
but all the girls were busy studying for
their End of Block exam...

Luckily Magret invited me over to her house
for a simple Christmas dinner :D

Went back to hostel and study after the dinner.


Study!
Li Kar STUDIED on Christmas Eve!!


Ommo~!!


Sound so not me ><"




Oh well~

As expected,
Christmas this year will be boring without my KL friends around me.

Still,
Thank God for his guidance, protection
and
not forgetting His greatest Love.


Receive a couple of presents
and
loving my buddy's sweet potato soup ^-^ *wee*

10 Things You Probably Do Not Know About Me

1. I seldom eat fruits not because I don’t like them but because I’m too lazy to cut/peel off the skin.
   
   
2. I keep long finger nails so that my fingers looked longer.
   
   
3. I don’t like to use Facebook chat.
   
   
4. I want to look good not to attract other people but myself (self-satisfactory).
   
   
5. I type all questions in a single sms to save money $$.
   
   
6. I feel annoyed when people thinks that ‘lip balm = lipstick’.
   
   
7. I find that guys with thick eyebrow are good-looking.
   
   
8. I always wish that my future spouse is someone who can make decision for me and yet, not a control freak.
   
   
9. I find that tomboys are cool.
   
   
10. I love to look at infants’ shoes even though I can’t fit in them.
    
    
    
    
    
    
11. I’m posting this to keep my blog alive =P

嚴爵 - 好的事情

休 息 是 为 了 走 更 长 的 路
xiū xi shì wèi le zǒu gèng cháng de lù
你 就 是 我 的 旅 途
nǐ jiù shì wǒ de lǚ tú
都 是 因 为 你 我 一 直 漫 步
dōu shì yīn wèi nǐ wǒ yì zhí màn bù

想 要 跟 你 一 起 走 到 最 后
xiǎng yào gēn nǐ yì qǐ zǒu dào zuì hòu
但 我 遗 失 了 地 图
dàn wǒ yí shī le dì tú
谁 给 谁 束 缚 谁 比 谁 辛 苦
shuí gěi shuí shù fù shuí bǐ shuí xīn kǔ
爱 到 深 处 才 会 领 悟
ài dào shēn chù cái huì lǐng wù

好 的 事 情 最 后 虽 然 结 束
hǎo de shì qíng zuì hòu suī rán jié shù
感 动 十 分 就 有 十 分 满 足
gǎn dòng shí fēn jiù yǒu shí fēn mǎn zú
谢 谢 你 是 你 陪 我 走 过 那 些 路
xiè xiè nǐ shì nǐ péi wǒ zǒu guò nà xiē lù
痛 是 以 后 无 法 再 给 你 幸 福
tòng shì yǐ hòu wú fǎ zài gěi nǐ xìng fú
好 的 事 情 也 许 能 够 重 复
hǎo de shì qíng yé xǔ néng gòu chóng fù
感 动 时 分 就 算 纷 纷 模 糊
gǎn dòng shí fēn jiù suàn fēn fēn mó hu
不 要 哭 至 少 你 和 我 记 得 很 清 楚
bú yào kū zhì shǎo nǐ hé wǒ jì dé hěn qīng chu
爱 是 为 彼 此 祝 福
ài shì wéi bí cǐ zhù fú