Kenangan bersama, Tiada kulupa

Didn't know that you have such big influence to me

until I wanted to blog

'about you'.

Yes.

erm...

Not you,

but...

It's because of you ><.

I mean...yea...

Now that we're not as close as what we used to be...

ah~

I should say we're not close anymore =/

So,

I thought you don't mean so much to me anymore.

. . . . .

I saw someone looks exactly like you

in LRT when I'm on my way home today.

I thought he was you

and I was like o.0!!!

Both of you have the same deep, big, round eyes =).

But he's not as muscular as you,

and I think he's a lil shorter than you.

. . . . .

Ah~~~

Suddenly miss you a lot =(

I wonder how have you been doing right now.

I wonder if you ever think of me right now.

I wonder if you still remember what you've told me.

I wonder if you still remember those days....

Here,

I dedicate this song to you dear Abdul Rahman Abdul Hamid =)

Memori Tercipta

by Shila

Bergetar jiwa dipersada bercahaya
Pertemuan harapan pertama kalinya
Bergetar jiwa menghadapi mimpi-mimpi
Sukar dipercaya pintunya terbuka

Di sini jua memori tercipta
Walau seketika terjalin kasih kita
Mungkin disini kita kan terpisah
Kenangan bersama tiada kulupa

Mengalun suara sesuri bisikan hati
Seiringan mencari haluan berseni
Bergetar jiwa menghadapi mimpi-mimpi
Tiada pon terduga pintunya terbuka

Di sini jua memori tercipta
Walau seketika terjalin kasih kita
Mungkin di sini kita kan terpisah
Kenangan bersama tiada ku lupa

Yang terpahit jua termanis
Semuanya bagiku terindah
Kuingati buat selama-lamanya

Di sini jua memori tercipta
Walau seketika terjalin kasih kita
Mungkin disini kita kan terpisah
Kenangan bersama tiada kulupa

Mungkin disini kita kan terpisah
Kenangan bersama (3x)
Mungkin disini kita kan terpisah
Kenangan bersama tiada kulupa

*Wish list*

There are lots and LOTS of things that I wanted to buy

So so SO SOOO much.

Here’s my running wish list for 2010/2011 ;D

First of all,

I need to reduce my dark eye circle T.T

I need an eye cream soooo much…

waalahh~~ 24K Bio-Gold anti-dark circles essence

Envy those pretty babe that has long and thick lashes

That they do not need any falsie ><”

And now L’oreal Paris has this product known as

Lash Renewal Serum

I wanna grab one of this XD

~envy no more~

Every lass out there would die for high heels

And 6 inches tall heels will actually kills you, girl =.=

Thus,

I want a pair of 2.5 – 3 inches tall heels.

But nice lower heels has almost extinct ><”

arggg~

I’m getting boring with my bag.

It seems like I have too much white bags ><”

I need something new and attractive…hee~

I’m desperate for braces!!!!

I need to put on braces!!!!

I must put on braces!!!! ><

In order to get rid of my flat breast,

I think I need this >>>

-Triumph International boost and comfort bra-

But one piece of this will cost me RM300++

Ouch ><”

Wait till I become rich first.

Curling tongs~!!

-Cute pink curling tongs-

=D

I don’t really need this laa…

But sometimes wanted to get rid of my boring long hair.

So

.

.

yea~

hehe =P

I’m broke currently.

I’m so so broke T.T

So,

I’ll have to keep the list until next year la =(

And this is the reason why I’m broke

Look at the Disney cuties plush toy

They’re just too cute!! ^-^

I’m gonna grab myself a Pooh plush toy.

Haiz….

That’s why I’m broke lorrr

I spend too much in Guardian la.

I get only one sticker for every RM20 I’ve spend

And now I’ve only collected 9

T_________T

16 more to go so that I can buy the plush toy at RM39.90

Coz I know I cant collect 60 sticker…it’s IMPOSSIBLE!

-Off to bed-

Chaos~

It's A Happy Day =)

STPM had just over~!!!!

*woohoooo~~*

We try to do something crazy before we leave our beloved school.

So, what we do is…

We press the car’s ‘hon’ button as we leave the school XD

Kinda scare the security guard will scold us =$

*kekeke~*

Five of us;

-YiTing

-Kay

-Candace

-Esther

And me

Go to Cheras Leisure Mall.

We have lunch at Wong Kok first before heading to movie.

Wanna watch Rapunzel but the only available time is at 10.10pm T_T

And we thought of watching Narnia.

But we ended up watching Just Call Me Nobody.

Xiao Xiao Pin is damn cute lo <3

But he appear for about 5 minutes only

Ishhh!!

Feel cheated by the poster.

Overall,

The movie is so funny

But no point wan ><”

. . .

Next station is Candace’s house^-^

I keep chanting in the car that the rain will not stop

So that we wont have to go to swim lo.

But the weather dun like me that much la

And the rain eventually stop when we reach her house =S grrr…

I have no choice but to wear Candace’s sis’s swimsuit

Coz I dun own one since I dunno how to swim.

Show off my sexy back with tat swimsuit XD

But with my flat breast and oily thighs,

I looked sucks ><”

Play with the pool water.

Play till fingers all ‘chao pei’ dy =P

Kay Kay try to teach me how to ‘kick’ water

But I’m just too stupid la (>.<)

.

.

.

.

Then went to mamak king for dinner.

.

.

.

End of the story =)

Arigato <3

hee~~

. . .

Stay at home whole day today.

Thought of going for facial treatment

But fully booked dy.

Mum bought me nasi lemak for lunch today.

The nasi lemak doesn’t taste very very nice dohh

But feel extremely happy with the meal

Coz the nasi lemak seller is a nice person ^-^

When one's mind goes the other way

I actually wanna give this post entry's title as

Kanasai.

Because I wanted to express

how kanasai My Mathematics T 1 was.

But just before I write anything on this page,

I received a sms from a dear friend

telling me that

my junior's ex-boyfriend

had committed suicide.

I went to his Facebook page

to check out on him

and

I find out that it is true.

http://www.laksou.com/?m=nation_more&id=5371

He jump from his house 2am in the morning today.

A sudden depress stroke me in the heart.

I do not know this guy....

He's just another boyfriend of my junior.

But...

It is so heart-aching when I read

those thousands of comments

from his friends.

I cried when I read this:

"FUCK U SOHAI KONG ! JUMP MAT 7 ! U DUMP ALL YOUR FRIENDS HERE U KNOW !! FUCKER SO LAN 9 HAI !! U tot that is game ?! very fun ?! cb u made me cry cause of u !! FUCKER !! RETURN LIVE NOW !!"

"sohai fucker kong wake up la IDIOT ! NOW ME SPAMMING YOUR WALL JOR ! YOUR ACT NO MORE!! WAKE UP N STOP ME LA !! WTF U !!"

Yes.

People are angry with you

because you left them this way...

All of a sudden...

I agree with those who thinks that

He's so damn fucking stupid to die for a girl...

A 4 months old relationship.

And he is stupid enough

to choose to die

when he knows he loves his family a lot

and even post that on his Facebook wall.

I'm not scolding him...

Just ....

I do not agree with his way of handling stuff.

sigh...

Pity him who cant think rationally =(.

Oh well!

This is it!

When there is Life, There is Love.

That's is why Life is always related to Love.

People survive and live with Love.

When we're born,

we are loved by our very own family members...

Our relatives...

As we grow up,

we found another little soul out there...

of similar age and we make friends.

And so, we are loved by our friends

Soon,

we went to school

and we are loved by the teachers...

And

as we grow older,

we found someone...

of similar interest,

of similar perspective,

fun to be with

and we thought;

"We are meant to be together"

Just like any other teenagers out there,

we involve ourselves in a relationship.

And...we are loved by 'our loves one'...

Some peoples just could not

differentiate the relation between earthly Love and Life.

They tie a dead knot between these two element.

And so,

When their Love ends,

Their Life ends.

Leaving behind footprints in the heart

of those who have had you in their life.

Grief and sorrow of those

who loves you surround the atmosphere.

How pathetic!

One should love oneself first

before they love others.

Only those who appreciate life

will know how to love.

Getting no Love from other people

Doesn't mean Life is no longer meaningful,

Doesn't mean Life is no longer colourful,

Doesn't mean Life have nothing better to do than to DIE.

We Love because God first Loves us.

God's Love is no other like the way earthly people love.

Only His loves for us will NEVER Fade.

So,

Bear In Mind!!

When everyone turns their backs on you,

Do Not Give Up Your Life!!

Because we can always turns to God =)

"Be strong and courageous.

Do not be afraid or terrified because of them,

for the Lord your God goes with you;

he will never leave you nor forsake you"

Deuteronomy 31:6

--Rest In Peace, Alvis Kong--

Would you please STOP discouraging me?

Why must you discourage me??

I’m NOT a small little girl anymore.

I’m going to be 20 already.

I can think better than the way I used to be.

I’m getting more mature

And,

So I can think rationally.

Yes,

You are right.

I never experience it before

So I won’t know how pain it is.

But,

You never know

How pain it is when I looked at my own picture.

You never know

How I wish I can smile freely.

You never know

How it affect my lower set of teeth.

You never know

How bad it had affected my oral health.

You never know…

There was once I try to tell you

But you will never listen.

You just….

…Just will not listen to me.

I’ve decided

And

I’ll endure the pain.

So,

Please….

Please stop discouraging me.

Sigh…..

因為愛 (Because of love)

by Weibird 韋禮安 (Wei Li An)

有些事情
you xie shi qing

There’s something
我也说不明白
wo ye shuo bu ming bai

I don’t understand
想和你在一起，
xiang he ni zai yi qi

Wants to be with you
为什么舍不得分开
wei shen me she bu de fen kai

Why could not bear to separate
或许我软弱，
huo xu wo ruan ruo

Perhaps, I’m weak
也害怕失败
ye hai pa shi bai

Also fear of failure
但有你的笑容
dan you ni de xiao rong

But with your smile
就能让我再站起来
jiu neng rang wo zai zhan qi lai

I can stand up again

你曾问我是什么
ni ceng wen wo shi shen me

You once asked me what is it
令我对你难以忘怀
ling wo dui ni nan yi wang huai

That make me could never forget you
我也曾经想过
wo ye ceng jing xiang guo

I have thought about it too
这种感觉说不出来
zhe zhong gan jue shuo bu chu lai

Such feeling is difficult to express
我现在才明白
wo xian zai cai ming bai

Now only I understand

因为爱，所以爱，
yin wei ai suo yi ai

Because of love, Therefore love
珍惜在一起的愉快
zhen xi zai yi qi de yu kuai

Treasures the happiness being together
一分开，你不在，
yi fen kai ni bu zai

Once separated, you’re not here
怀念空气里的对白
huai nian kong qi li de dui bai

Miss our dialogue in the air
因为爱，所以爱，
yin wei ai suo yi ai

Because of love, Therefore love
让我付出我的关怀
rang wo fu chu wo de guan huai

Let me pay my care
不管风吹或日晒，
bu guan feng chui huo ri shai

Regardless of wind or sun
我才明白一切都是因为爱
wo cai ming bai yi qie dou shi yin wei ai

I just understand it’s all because of love

This is a simple song with simple lyrics =)

Loves Wei Li An's voice <3

How To Study

How to Study – by Don Frank

Most students tend to believe that doing many exercises would help them understand something better. Well, it is only true if you have understood the concepts well but what if you don’t? The answer is that you become more confused than you were before.

There are two types of learners, namely holistic learner and shallow learner. Holistic learner is the one who has very strong and logical understanding about certain topics but shallow learner uses rote memory.
It is without doubt that most students resort to rote memory learning today because it is one of the easiest and at the same time, one of the most ineffective and time-consuming learning process. For example, shallow learners, while learning PA kertas 1, they tend to memorise all the facts instead of understanding them. By understanding I mean knowing the intuition behind something you learn.

I found that our brain will only remember things that come with logical reasons. The stronger the reasons, the longer it will remember. For example, if your friend tells you that A = B and and he explains why A = B, you would remember it with ease but if he never explains the intuition behind, your brain will struggle in remembering (such is the problem in rote memory learning).

1) Always understand the intuition behind something that you learn. For example, learn how to derive certain formulae instead of memorising them.

Let say for a chemical reaction – aA + bB <—> cC + dD
Its equilibrium constant, Keq = [C]^c . [D]^d / [A]^a . [b]^b

Why should we times the exponent a for [A]? Have your teachers ever taught you how do they derive Keq? I guess most teachers don’t.

If you want to know how, go here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ONBJo7dXJm8&feature=fvsr

2) Uses your internal dialogue to learn.

Internal dialogue is the sentences that people tell themselves and the debate that often goes on “inside their head” a form of self-talk, or inner speech.

You talk to yourself on how to solve a certain question, when you are making decisions or when you are choosing which path to go in future and so on and so forth and in the end you choose. So internal dialogue is something that we do since the moment we are born. So how are you going to use it in your learning process? Well, whenever you come across any topics that are mind-blowing, you must use internal dialogue to learn. You must try to give yourself some reasons why something occurs, why is it so, why is that so and so on. Even if your reasons are ludricous, so be it. The stronger the opinions you have towards that certain topic, the better is your understanding and your memory towards that particular subject. The important thing is that you keep talking to yourself about that topic until your brain accepts it without a shadow of doubt.

*The more logical is your reasons, the better your brain can accept and thus remember for a long time. I’m using this to learn biology, chemistry and most of the subjects that are quite abstrative.

3) Learn with heart

Perhaps this is the element that most students lack – the passion to study. A student without heart will have to force himself to learn subjects being taught. Hence, he has to struggle to make himself learn and he of course would not be talking to himself about these subjects so he wouldn’t remember much of it. Imagine if you talk to yourself about those academic subjects you learn, everything would be at your fingertips.

Students who learn with heart will always find learning easy. They would never have problems in learning, even when they have, they would happily solve it without hurry and worry. A student with heart does not have to force himself to learn. Even when learning is difficult, students with heart will not have any problems but students without heart would have headaches.

4) Always understand how something works first before attempting any questions.

Such is the case with vectors, deductive geometry and many math topics which base a lot in understanding rather than simple calculations (matrix).

As emphasised by all the points before, understanding is of pivotal importance. You must make sure you have understood those concepts before you attempt any questions. Doing questions without comprehension is nothing more than bumping your head against the wall. Those examiners who set questions essentially want to test your understanding on certain topics. They are not going to award A to students who don’t understand the concepts. For easy questions, even if you don’t understand the concepts , you still can do. But how about long questions?

4.1) Only do questions when you have understood the concepts.

Knowledge is important, so is application. When we do questions, we are applying what we have learnt into the situations set by questions. This process is important because it makes us think. The prerequisite for doing questions is that you must understand the concepts first.

5) Don’t memorise unless no other options

Believe me or not, memorising is the harder than understanding. This is because memorising is not supported by reasons.Things that are not supported by reasons is usually short term. Memorising is different from using internal dialogue. You ground yourself, trick yourself into believing something strongly with internal dialogue and most of the time they are supported by logical reasons or maybe stupid reasons. But memorising is not supported by reasons at all. Therefore, stop doing it and use internal dialogue.

6) Be light and fluid

When learning something, always leave out all your pre-conception. This is to make your brains taking up the concepts easily, it’s like a little tricking process that helps trick your mind. If you are very pre-occupied, no matter what the books say or teachers say , you can hardly take it so chances are that you will not be able to grab something taught.

7) Use mnemonics

Using mnemonics or making short notes on what you have learnt can effectively improve your memory on them. It is advisable to only include necessary facts in your short notes and mnemonics. Remember, these mnemonics and short notes don’t help you to understand but to recall.

Exam tips

Avoid being habitual

Always be prepared for new challenges. Don’t expect all questions to be familiar or some sorts of questions you usually encounter. To avoid being habitual, you have to be aware of everything. In PA exams, in math exams, read all questions real carefully and understand what they want before you attempt to solve them. Use some logic in your thinking to solve them. Most of the questions in STPM these years are tricky because they want you to really understand. They don’t set straightforward questions already because they want you to think. Always analyse the questions carefully before you start doing. Know what they want and give what they want and they will give you what you want.

**credits to berryberryeasy.com =)