如果我變成回憶

by Tank

累了 照慣例努力清醒著 也照慣例想妳了

Lei le Zhao guan li nu li qing xing zhe Ye zhao guan li xiang ni le

When I'm tired I keep trying hard to stay awake as usual I keep thinking of you as usual too

好怕一放心睡了 心跳在夢中不聽話的 就停止了
Hao pa yi fang xin shui le Xin tiao zai meng zhong bu ting hua de Jiu ting zhi le

I'm really scared that when my mind is at rest and I'm asleep In my dreams my heartbeat won't listen to me And just stop

聽著 呼吸像浪潮拍動著 越美麗越讓我忐忑
Ting zhe Hu xi xiang lang chao pai dong zhe Yue mei li yue rang wo tan te

Listen; The sound of breathing like waves splashing The more beautiful it gets, the more I feel uneasy

我還能珍惜什麼 如果我連自己的脈搏 都難掌握
Wo hai neng zhen xi shen me Ru guo wo lian zi ji de mai bo Dou nan zhang wo

What can I still cherish If I can barely control my own pulse?

如果我變成回憶 退出了這場生命
Ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi Tui chu le zhe chang sheng ming

If I became a memory - withdrew from this life

留下妳錯愕哭泣 我冰冷身體 擁抱不了妳
Liu xia ni cuo e ku qi Wo bing leng shen ti Yong bao bu liao ni

Leaving you startled and weeping My ice-cold body No longer able to embrace you

想到我讓深愛的妳 人海孤獨旅行
Xiang dao wo rang shen ai de ni Ren hai gu du lv xing

Thinking that I'll leave you, the one I love To travel among the sea of people alone

我會恨自己 如此狠心
Wo hui hen zi ji Ru ci hen xin

I will hate myself For being so heartless

如果我變成回憶 終於沒那麼幸運
Ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi Zhong yu mei na me xing yun

If I became a memory - finally not so lucky

沒機會白著頭髮 蹣跚牽著妳 看晚霞落盡
Mei ji hui bai zhe tou fa Pan shan qian zhe ni Kan wan xia luo jin

No chance Of us tottering while holding your hand Hair grown white Watching the sunset

漫長時光 總有一天 妳會傷心痊癒
Man chang shi guang Zong you yi tian Ni hui shang xin quan yu

In this very long period of time There'll be a day When your broken heart will heal

若有人可以 讓他陪妳 我不怪妳
Ruo you ren ke yi Rang ta pei ni Wo bu guai ni

If someone can [heal your wound] Let him stay accompany you I won't blame you

快樂 什麼時候會結束呢 哪一刻是最後一刻
Kuai le Shen me shi hou hui jie su ne Na yi ke shi zui hou yi ke

Happiness When will it end? When is the very end?

想把妳緊緊抱著 可知妳是我生命中的 最捨不得
Xiang ba ni jing jing bao zhe Ke zhi ni shi wo sheng ming zhong de Zui she bu de

I really want to embrace you tightly Know that you're the one in my life I can't bear to leave the most

如果我變成回憶 最怕我太不爭氣
Ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi Zui pa wo tai bu zheng qi

If I became a memory - I'm most afraid that I'll let myself down

頑固地賴在空氣 霸佔妳心裡 每一吋縫隙
Wan gu de lai zai kong qi Ba zhan ni xin li Mei yi cun feng xi

Stubbornly lingering in the air Dominating your heart Every part of it

連累依然愛我的妳 痛苦承受失去
Lian lei yi ran ai wo de ni Tong ku cheng shou shi qu

Making the you that still loves me, suffer painfully for this loss

這樣不公平 請妳盡力 把我忘記
Zhe yang bu gong ping Qing ni jin li Ba wo wang ji

This isn't fair Please try your best To forget me

Cockroach Day

Wake up early in the morning.
Plan to do maths(1) homework
but...
I failed to follow the plan ><


Sienzzz
So...
camwhore a lil =P

Hav to attend MUET
for 3 periods today.
Which means
have to face ah Chan for 1 1/2 hours
X_X

Damn boring...zzz
As a result,
Can n I go lepak
in the toilet for 10 minutes.
kekeke ^^

Attend Biology class
for the last 2 periods.

And...

We hav to preserve INSECTS today!!!
=S

Putting chloroform so that 'siu keong' die
kesian...T_T

Siu keong(s) fainted ~.~


We have to preserve plant oso.

Preserve moss in FAA solution.

The siu keong(s)
being poked...*ouch


We have to preserve
1 big insect
and 1 small insect.
So,
we bought siu keong's friends
*siu cricket*
sound so not nice =.=

All siu keong n siu ket
end up being heat
in the bio lab oven.
*Rest In Peace*

X CIT3D

I din cut my finger nails
yesterday night.
Luckily don't have assembly
this morning.
WAKAKA!!! =P

That lazy tepung didn't
come to our class again.
zzz...

Then go Bio lab
to attend Mr. Tan aka my dad's class
*ting say I looks like him XD

This is what we discuss in the class today

Enzyme la~
Competing inhibitor la~
Non-competing inhibitor la~
[Km] value la~
Vo, Vmax, [S] value...etc etc
>.<"

Everything gone normally

from morning till noon.
It is about 1205 noon,
when Can Can told me
that 'Ah Chan' didn't come to school.
YEAH!!!!!
XDD damn happy wey!!!
kakaka..


Guess what..
Our NametaG are finally here!!
yoohooo~~


We're so excited =D

*wee*

^-^


Dunno why we get excited actually.
Not that the nametag look very extremely nice oso..
LoL =P


As usual,
I start snapping here n there ;D
My class - Front view

Back View


*My nicee comfortable place ^^


Me n Can
do the Titanic pose
n enjoy the breeze =D
hv nth better to do
...
Then only realize opposite block's
pupil actually can see what we do.
paiseh paiseh >< . . . ~Kar Can~ =D

Kes Buli!!!
wakaka...
really gt nth better to do =.=


Go eat Bak Kut Teh
with them after school.
Sooooooo nice~
Oiishi =)

:+:Happy:+: ^-^

Touched

1915 evening
My cellphone vibrated.
It's Chun Kiat who called me.
I was like..
"How come Chun Kiat mou la la call me wan?
Today no pasar malam wor..."

I answer the call...
CK : Wei, what r u doin?
Me : Opening computer lo. Why?
CK : How r u o? Still got o not??

I'm so blur at that moment..
can't figure out what is he trying to ask...LoL.
Later on only understand
...duntoi likar.

10q so so soooooooooo much to
CK n dai sou *Esther jie* =P

Never tot that you so
care for me.
Never tot that you would
call me.

I'm so touched!!
So so touched that I cried le T_T
Now my eyes still feel a lil sticky
hehe =P
gotta go wash my face later.

Settled liao!
Thanks for being so understanding =D
Thanks God that I'm blessed with
good friends around me^-^

Guilty

Something bothers me a lot.
I can't concentrate in study
yesterday night
so I decided to sleep earlier.

. . . . .

After telling you what I felt yesterday,
I feel relieve.
But somehow,
I'm worry n I feel so guilty...

Sorry...
for the decision that I've made
which might make you feel bad right now.
Sorry...
for the irrational act.
Sorry...
that I can't treat you the way you treat me.
Sorry...
for making people around you
worry about you.
Sorry...
for everything.

I know sorry can't cure
n ease the pain I've made
but
I can only say sorry...

If you think I'm playing a fool on you,
you have the right to feel angry with me
because I'm angry with myself too.


I'm so sorry.

Scandal

Lots of scandals in our class recently

wakaka XD


Mr. X trying to approach Mr. Y
during Chemistry period.


Mr. X succeed in approaching Mr. Y *yay*


Look!!
They so ai mei <3<3...lol XDD



*Perkara di atas cumalah rekaan semata-mata*
*Sila jangan cuba aksi tersebut di rumah*

I'm very wrong =(

11 1707

170709
1100

Our special day =)

During pasar malam,
really paiseh lo =P
And feel so guilty
coz make you feel boring le tim...
sorry ya~



Saw these kitten
few days ago
before I go to school.
kesian...
meoww~


Four 38 flower in action yesterday night =D
~*Zi mui forever*~
muackxz!!

Ended.

Piece of My Mind

Wanted to dedicate this song to you...
Because the lyric voiced out my feeling
and things I wanted to tell you.

But...
You will not understand...
you just won't.


I feel like going to your house,
standing in front of you,
looking at you,
to make sure you are safe and sound.

I feel like telling you
every single piece of my mind,
but I do not know where to start.

别害怕我难过，告诉我你真实的感受，至少忐忑能告一段落。


Make things clear ba!!

May Yen gave me a mascara yesterday

*happy* ^^

Estee Lauder Black Mascara


Its Chun Ming's birthday yesterday.
Ting invite me to her house but
I din bring any present
--paiseh paiseh--

Forced by siu di di to play blackjack
and I lose so have to drink
2 litres of water @@!
beh tahan!!!
Make me need to go toilet frequently...ishh!!

_ _ _

We 'saling apologize' today =.=
LOL!
At least everything had back to normal le
*wee ^-^

Now or Later??

可不可以爱我

By Lu Xue Rui

为什麽如此的安静
wei shen me ru ci de an jing

Why is it so quiet?
为什麽明明想靠近 却还在迟疑
wei shen me ming ming xiang kao jin, que hai zai chi yi

Why do (I) want to be near (you) but hesitate?
努力的我保持镇定 努力开拓话题
nu li de wo bao chi zhen ding nu li kai tuo hua ti

I try hard to keep calm, to speak out
最後却溃不成军
zui hou que kui bu cheng jun

But in the end I'm utterly defeated

为什麽如此的美丽
wei shen me ru ci de mei li

Why does this beauty
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
shen ke de luo zai xin li zui wen rou de ku xing

That drops deep in my heart such gentle torture
每一天无法不想你
mei yi tian wu fa bu xiang ni

I can't help but think of you everyday
连闭上眼睛 怎麽都是你
lian bi shang yan jing zen me dou shi ni

Even when I close my eyes I see you

你可不可以爱我
ni ke bu ke yi ai wo

Please love me
可不可以想我
ke bu ke yi xiang wo

Please think of me
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
sui ran wo dui zi ji mei you yi dian de ba wo

Even though I don't have a firm grasp of myself
别害怕我难过
bie hai pa wo nan guo

Don't be afraid of hurting me,
告诉我你真实的感受
gao su wo ni zhen shi de gan shou

tell your true feelings
至少忐忑能告一段落
zhi shao tan te neng gao yi duan luo

At least then I can move on

你可不可以爱我
ni ke bu ke yi ai wo

Please love me
可不可以看我
ke bu ke yi kan wo

Please look at me
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
fan zheng kan huo bu kan wo yi ran shi hun luo puo

Come what may I'll be lost either way
成全不是美德
chen quan bu shi mei de

Becoming whole is not a virtue
拒绝也不是一种罪过
ju jue ye bu shi yi zhong zui guo

Rejection is not a sin
你能给我
ni neng gei wo

You can give me
快乐还是寂寞
kuai le hai shi ji mo

happiness or loneliness

想念燃烧个不停
xiang nian ran shao ge bu ting

I miss you with an incessant burning
我快置身灰烬
wo kuai zhi shen hui jin

Almost all that remains of me is ash
你是我的呼吸
ni shi wo de hu xi

You are my breath

依然失魂落魄
yi ran shi hun luo po

I'll be lost either way
成全不是美德
chen quan bu shi mei de

Becoming whole is not a virtue
拒绝也不是一种罪过
ju jue ye bu shi yi zhong zui guo

Rejection is not a sin
你能给我
ni neng gei wo

You can give me
快乐还是寂寞
kuai le hai shi ji mo

happiness or loneliness

Singing Competition

Go have breakfast with
friends at Restaurant Grand Seaview

Then head to school
cz Boon say wan go toilet XD

Reach school damn early.
Practise our song with ting n kay
so nervous =S

That person in charge of the competition
told us the competition start at 9.00am
but delay till 9.30am only start
ishh!!


*cut long story short*
Our group
= ting, kay n me
get champion oo @@!



Have lunch at Dolphin
with them n Danny.
First time hear Danny speak in chinese
feel a lil weird..

2 weeks le...disappointed..

Virgo

Copy this from ting's blog

VIRGO (The One that Waits)
Dominant in relationships.
Someone loves them right now.
Always wants the last word.
Caring.
Smart.
Loyal.
Easy to talk to.
Everything you ever wanted.
Easy to please.
The one and only.


Means I always have to wait??

Why?
Kenapa?
为什么？
なぜ?