Wrong??

It's midnight now...

Just finished Maths 1 homework
n read Bio peka.

I dunno how to solve
some of the Maths question.
Why??
Because I fail to concentrate in class ba...
Always half-concious when
teacher is teaching in front of the class ><"


I failed my Pengajian Am
in the August test.

First time in my life
I failed in examinations.
I should be very sad n guilty
but...
I...
feel....nothing...
Not that I'm not sad,
but I'm not as depress as I thought I would be.
@@??!

Everything is so different for STPM.

New school...
New Friends...
New teachers...
New environment...

Mathematics...
My favourite subjects in school...
Now,
it's so difficult that I started to hate it.

My dream to enter local U for dentistry course
seems to be further and further away from me.
It seems like getting
4 flat in STPM
and Band 4-6 for MUET
are impossible for me.

Perhaps,
I chose the wrong path.
Perhaps,
I shouldn't enter Form 6.
Perhaps,
I shouldn't dream for dentistry course.
Perhaps,
I shouldn't study in science stream.

Perhaps,
I should go find a rich man,
marry him
and
become siu lai lai.
No more studies...=P


STPM trial starts later.
Good luck to all STPM candidates~